Wednesday, May 30, 2007

feeling blah...

maybe its the weather maybe its something else... life feels a bit blah. its crazy how some days things can just feel wrong you know... i have been really busy and feel inadequate to even tell you what has all happened. a quick summary for those of you who are curious..
sunday - we had the boys party which was great. finally there was a break in the rainy weather and we had some close friends over for a backyard BBQ. It was fun. The boys loved opening their gifts we had some "super"burgers and cupcakes.
monday - don't remember much but i did talk to a friend far away which was such a blessing and huge HIGHLIGHT.. i miss you Jo. thanks for encouraging me and catching me up on 'couve news
tuesday - we went to stay and play as usual which is a highlight except for this woman who has boundary issues.. i would consider my kids pretty laid back and usually pretty content to just sit and watch other kids and pick up toys and put them in their mouths well at one point one of them cried out for me so i sat down beside them and they both crawled over me and hugged me and i wouldn't say they were whining but they just wanted mommy love well this woman who i don't know from adam say "you have fussy kids hey" WHAT? WHO ARE YOU? UGG.. i always try to sit as far away from her as possible and wonder what world she grew up in that she can say things like that to strangers.. yea ok she hit a nerve (she usually does) i need to grow in patience for such people i guess.. had a crazy day - the boys were a little off...they did enjoy watching me mow the lawn from the front door. .. i attended a class at MSS late because dave was working late which really bugged me... the one night you know.. i quickly went to Tim's to pick up a Latte and of course they were out of the milk part so they asked me to wait 5min. I said I had no time so I just got a boring coffee... the class was awesome although it was a Fathers Day project and my feelings for Dave were not the way they should have been... got home and found out the computer was broken... not even going to go there...
today - tried to fix the computer... so frusterating.. finally brought it in. hopefully get it back tommorow (thats why there is no pics with this post). went to small group this morning which was so good... so what i needed and i learned alot about what it looks like when your kid has worms..., came home fed the boys lunch, tried to stay sane while tackling one of the millions of projects i have on the go... got one done while the boys napped. got to the photo studio for the boys one year old pics.. they did ok thanks to the fridge DJ they got for their birthday which plays Old MacDonald which makes them get their groove on.. she got some good shots, dropped off my finished project for a friend, picked up DQ for supper, got our van to the shop where the brakes are being fixed tommorow, now sitting at my mom's trying not to think about much.. i will try to post some pics when i get my computer back...

5 comments:

Angel said...

I'd say your life was far from blah - but I understand what you mean at times... I just think it's a bit hilarious as I read - someone as active as you feeling blah... I mean you were mowing the grass while the kids watched? That's incredible.

kelly said...

looking forward to seeing pictures of the party :)
i'm so surprised at that woman at your play group!!!! who says stuff like that? yikes...i don't blame you for sitting as far away as possible!

Stacey said...

If I know who that woman was (and I'm pretty sure I do) I wouldn't judge her too harshly. She's had a super rough life, and a lack of loving parents to guide her when she was younger. Her dad is now dead and her mom hasn't been in her life for many years. She's trying to make up for lost time I think, and talks more than she should!

DavenHeather said...

nope wrong person..i know who you are talking about..

anita said...

i've had people in my life w/ boundary issues too! (and from what you wrote on your post I didn't think you were judging her...) some people say such dumb things...(hope i'm not one of them! ;) Kids have moods, just like moms...and you Heather - are a wonderful mommy with wonderfully cute babies! Keep on...the sun is finally shining!! :) p.s. thanks for sharing.