Monday, October 22, 2007

the end and the beginning

honestly i hate it when people say they are taking a break from blogging... now hate is a pretty strong word you might be thinking.. but it proves my point. i am hating pretty much everything these days. i am doing damage to myself and especially those closest to me. i am tired of having nothing good to blog about because i can't seem to find much good in anything these days. i am going on a journey and exploration to find me again... need to find me before i move on... need a bit of truth to carry out each day. so i'm taking a little break.. not from you (i'll be reading) but just needing to remember how much good there is in my life and remember joy again. it won't be a long break... if i have something to blog about i will... i just need to learn how to communicate with the here and now instead of hide behind my keyboard. wish me peace, light, wisdom and joy on my journey.

8 comments:

kelly said...

Heather,
thanks for your vulnerability in your last post; i know i appreciate it.
i hope your little break brings clarity of mind, peace and joy. will be praying for you.

Eva said...

I do wish you all of those things. I hope the break helps you find what you need and want.

tammy said...

Heather I think it's great that you're being so honest. praying that you find true happiness!

Dixie said...

I felt a world of difference in myself after my little blog break. I find that I get too worked up about how people respond to me on the blog and I had to learn about who I was outside of the views of other people and their expectations. And it was good for me to just be in the moment instead of constantly thinking about how to "write" about being in the moment. I hope you find what you need in your break. Take care and I look forward to your thoughts when you get back to this space.

Marcy said...

you go girl! (hee hee). Do whatever it takes!

valerie said...

you do whatever you need to do. I'll just consider myself blessed to still be able to connect with you IRL at the Shoppe on Thursdays...keep working on your journey...it'll be worth the trip :)

anita said...

wishing you all the happiness your heart can hold. i'm still looking forward to sharing a mocha with you! :)

Stacie said...

Do what you need to do to feel happier. We'll be here when you get back.