Thursday, July 31, 2008

some summer things

I think I have mentioned before but we are loving summer. Ari & Noah especially. We keep ourselves busy...

we got to the beach and say "cheese" alot

we got grass in our backyard.. oh yea that is nice and it was fun to watch all the action from the comfort of my chair with snacks to boot.
scary picture i know but its the look of awe and wonder as I now run.. yep run. personal best so far 4.36km whoa!and we go to the beach again... we are so good at the beach and love to play by the water!

and if only i had some photos the place where we spend most of our time is at C's park... she has the best toys, the coolest pool with slide and it's where we enjoy passing our days...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

life

summer is flying by.. hard to believe its almost august. things to do this month:
-having my grand opening of my Norwex business. i would love to send you an invitation.. let me know if you would like to come. it's going to be a good way to just start this venture and you'll get to hear about these amazing products. so yea let me know.
-want to go camping.. am i crazy?? yes.
-doing some sewing projects. will share later.
-doing an online art journal class in august hosted by Rachel. so excited about that.
-reading my script and learning to master the song i have to play on the piano.. tickets are already on sale.. you can check it out HERE
-enjoying two of the sweetest little goof balls who are absolutely madly in love with summer.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

faves

I'm stealing a page from Crystal's blog and now bringing you a few of my favorite things in no particular order:

-Polka Dots - especially on fabric and paper
-Ikea
-The color White
-"Hoot" my green owl
-My vintage green chair in my dining room
-Boursin Cheese
-The opening of Pony Party. I have been waiting since I have become a fan of Rachel's blog. It's all handpicked vintage items. Yum! Go check it out and oh my did you see the Owl S&P shakers or the vintage recipe box.. major drooling here.
-Pita Chips
-Fresh Flowers
-Red Wine
-Fresh Salsa
-Coffee
-Love THIS IDEA
-German Salami
-Harry Potter - sad that i am on the final book.. i don't want it to end
-The New Coldplay especially the song "Lost?"
-Diet Coke
-Salt & Vinegar Chips
-Vintage Anything
-LOVE these sites: Here and Here
-I love THIS and would like it even better if it was around my neck.

Not to forgot how much i love my friends.. you have all been so much to me over the last little while. Thanks for sticking it out with me as I remembered who I am..

Saturday, July 19, 2008

many thanks

many thanks to the old and new commenter's from my last post. i truly appreciate it. i realized it's one of the reasons i love blogger. i have been thinking lots lately and kind of feel silly. why was it that i was willing to allow people who don't even know me to run me down... makes all that i have learned seem for nothing. so no more and in the words of a dear dear friend.. poo poo on those who try to tear me down.. poo poo.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

rough

i'm having a bit of a rough time blogging lately... i have lots to say but am so afraid of how i say things and the effect it will have. it has come to my attention that i have some readers who don't like what i say or who i am or whatever.. this has been hard for me to "get over".
it's hard for me because i am feeling like people are expecting my life to suck or me to fail so that they can be happy. this puts tremendous pressure on me. and makes me afraid to blog.
for so long i have really put alot of weight in vulnerability and just being raw and real.. i don't want that to change. its part of who i really am.
i know who i am is a good person.. i know i have wandered off the path in my life. i know its me who puts the biggest expectation on me. i know i need to just rise above and remember who i am and all i am meant for. so be patient with me... i'll be back. i just need to heal a bit first.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

scrappies

lately thursday nights has been my only scrapbook night. some of these go back to May. did finish the first two just this week. love preserving memories this way. i also uploaded more to my webalbum that you can always check out here if you get bored :)

Friday, July 04, 2008

coming to a stage near you.....

ME! A couple weeks back I did something I don't normally do.. well actually I used to do it but never thought I would in this capacity. I went to open auditions for our Community Theatre.. Flatlands Theatre Company presents Little Women this fall... And yes yours truely will be gracing the stage in the part of Mrs. March or Marmee as she is so warmly called.


I am excited and just so thankful. I loved auditioning... it was so fun to be on stage again. I think this will be a great way to get involved in the community and to meet new people and just do something meaningful. Just saw THIS which makes it so official. So make sure to head over to the concert hall at the end of November and take in a good show. See you there!

Thursday, July 03, 2008

the difrans family vacation

well we are home again which is good news on this trip as it means we didn't get lost again.. yeesh. it was a good time. we went with some friends to minneapolis. four adults and three 2 year olds makes for some crazy times. the boys did really well. driving was not as much of a nightmare as i had expected. they did manage to sleep a bit.they had moments but dave kept them occupied and entertained mostly by making up games which involved throwing things around or sticking out his tongue. i know i know they are easily amused.
first day involved getting lost a couple times - mostly when we stopped for "breakfast" in Fergus Falls. all we were looking for was a mcdonalds with a play place so the kids could burn off some steam... yep none of those between home and wherever. finally we settled on just good old rotten ronnie's and let them run laps of the restaurant.we made in to Albertville and hit the outlets - well we didn't really do them justice but i did stock up on clothes for the boys. hit the road for our hotel which was near mall of america. found it. freshened up and then went to MOA for supper at Famous Dave's which in our books was not so famous - hair in food, crazy tired kids, and a really spicy bean incident for a toddler (not mine) did not make for a great time. can't really blame the kids they were done before we even got there. wandered lego land for a bit and headed back to put the kids to bed.
noah & ari did great. our hotel was amazing and we were so thankful for the suites. we put the kids to bed and still could watch tv in our room. there was an attempt at target that night that ended in tears and total failure. got miserably lost due to some poor directions and missed exits.. ended up in the ghetto asking directions at a sketchy gas station. it was horrible... bought beer which was a highlight after all that. gotta love being able to buy beer just about anywhere.

sunday we took in the buffet breakfast at the hotel.. so good and easy and convenient. even managed to stock up for lunch for the boys. we decided to hit up Como Town. So armed with our mapquest directions we set out... this was get lost mistake number two.. why wouldn't mapquest have taken into consideration THE BRIDGE COLLAPSE... yeah no alternate directions. it was horrible cause once again we were lost and we went south and then north and then we went east and west.. the worst part (sorry to any minnesotans who might read this) NO ONE KNEW WHERE ANYTHING WAS.. seriously no one knew two streets ahead of them or behind them. It was horrible. After fanagaling the horrid directions we kept getting and in total melt down mode (my meltdown) we found Como Town. It was fun. It's an amusment park and zoo aimed at 2-12 year olds. We bought tickets and set out to find the rides our little guys could ride. They wouldn't have it. Nope. Terrified. Noah managed to ride one although I think he was in total shock. We did ride the train a few times. Dave says they really are having fun.
There was an awesome playground that the kids had alot of fun playing at. We should have just plunked them here the whole time.After lunch which included Noah falling and banging his head we decided the heat and tiredness would be best put to bed.. we packed up and drove on. less than a minute later they were sound asleep. We stopped at Northern Brewer in St.Paul. Wade gave Dave a magazine from there and he has drooled over it ever since. Dave says it was awesome but really overwhelming. He did manage to buy a couple things and got his buddie James to purchase a whole starter kit. We plan on opening a little brewery here in the West part of our city.
After getting bad directions and getting a bit lost again we ended up finding our hotel....
Kids didn't nap too long and after we got back we decided a trip for me was in order and we entered the Ikea Zone. I LOVE ikea. I miss Ikea. I used to go to Ikea just for fun in Vancouver. Dave entertained the boys with fun cart rides while I shopped. It was a great time. The boys were so good and I got all the stuff I wanted... TV unit, Shelf thing for my dining room, end table, lamp and some small stuff. I felt refreshed and ready for more. We ate mexican that night which was pretty good. We also played in the pool that evening which Noah & Ari loved.
Getting to the Minnesota Zoo the next day was EASY and we didn't get lost. The Zoo was amazing. It was alot of fun. The boys liked most of it especially the water.. all the water. There was water everywhere. We saw Grizzlies, Foxes, Tigers, Moose, Birds, Fish, Sharks, Dolphins, Monkeys and visited James' favorite The Farm.. where we saw pigs, cows, goats, chickens and bunnies.
It was really hot that day and the kids were pretty tired after the morning at the zoo so we ate lunch there and decided to head back.. We managed to keep them awake till we got back to the hotel and from there Dave and the boys had a nap and I got in some shopping at MOA. Really happy when I am shopping.
We decided to use the grills at the hotel in the courtyard for supper and it was alot of fun. Just letting the kids run around and not having to make them sit quietly somewhere. I have realized I just need to give my kids dump trucks and dirt and they can be happy for hours.
So thats our trip in a nutshell.. Drive home was a bit more tiring. The boys were just so tired. Towards the end they wanted to sleep so bad they would shut their eyes as tight as they could and then cry cause it wasn't working. I felt bad for them. They sure are troopers.
Well that was our trip.. of course so much I didn't write about. We had fun. I am so glad we went and made me realize my kids are much more flexible than I give them credit for... Although I must admit an adult vacation is in order.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

home again home again..

well we are back from our vacation.. a mini one at that. i have lots to share but need some time to write and collect my thoughts.. other new things on the horizon too. so stay tuned. its going to get better.. and i am NOT pregnant so don't even go there :)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

its eminent

so this is now official.. we are in countdown mode to a really hard good-bye. it's not fair. revisit it by reading this post from a few months ago... Pieces of me.

Monday, June 23, 2008

sinking..

feeling terribly overwhelmed.. this weekend was a bust. just one of those you know. dave was on call and was on calls about 12 hours on Saturday. A & N are just not themselves and if one more person says "oh they are just acting two" i might either punch you or pull out ALL my hair. seriously. i am also feeling quite suffocated with emotion as lisa is about to leave in 5 days.. not really sure how to deal with that at all. right now my kids are throwing a tantrum and chanting "daddy" so i guess i should go try to make something for supper. ugg... just want to crawl under my blankets with a bottle of wine (although i already did that yesterday).

Thursday, June 19, 2008

lately

-got a driveway! can drive on it sometime this weekend.
-will most likely have a backyard early next week.
-ari is a bit sick.. fever. think its his molars. don't really know.
-work is busy.. wrapping up the school year and preparing for next. i am sort of attached to this job.. sad that its a term. i love working there.
-getting ready for our family vacation trip with friends to Minneapolis. Cannot wait for Ikea!
-started running 4 times a week. getting up at 6:30 isn't so hard and I am exceeding any expectations I had for myself.. ran over a mile today (which is huge in my world)
-trying new things. won't divulge just yet. but proud of myself.
-creating more again lately. gotten a few layouts done and some house projects in the works.
-a & n growing more and more everyday especially with their vocabulary it blows me away today i was on the phone and ari imitated every word i said.. i seem to use the word whatever a lot.
-general happiness.
and for some picture fun. this is what we play lots (looks like daddy!) whoa! the best thing ever!
disclaimer: did not take the last two shots but thought i could post them because my kids are in them - thanks lisa!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

emotion

my emotions have been swirling around lately. feeling some days like a light breeze and most days like a huge gush of wind that slaps you in the face. trying to feel is something i have been working on. most days its easier to push it deep down cause usually the pain of feeling is just too much. today i feel deep emotion... for this guy.



There is no one that can make things better like this guy. He is a man who follows his heart always, just knows the right thing to do always, knows the right thing to say usually, and just plain loves deep. He loves his family deep and no one knows how to have fun like this guy. A kid at heart and we love him especially because of the fun he knows how to have. I sometimes make it seem I wish he was more grown up but really I am thankful he knows who he is and maybe a tad jealous that what others thinks doesn't even hit his radar. Its a gift.
He's just the best dad. He has so much patience and is so generous with the time he spends with Ari & Noah. They know how much daddy loves them. He teaches them, listens to them, always has time to wrestle and arms full of love...


more emotion for me as today marks the two year anniversary of the day we came home from the hospital with these guys... with all the events over this weekend it just makes me thankful for my boys and causes me to hold them even closer... hard to believe this was them.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

savor

for tonight i will just savor the sweet toddler asleep in my bed.. he wouldn't go to bed on his own tonight and just needed mama cuddles. i think he was afraid of the thunder. whatever the reason and although my to do list was miles long i think i will just savor the fact that we cuddled for that long. thanks for the special evening my little man.

Monday, June 09, 2008

Heather Loves Loves...

This book Junk Beautiful So many inspiring projects and such a beautifully written book. I have been pouring over this one for days.

Of course Etsy.. featuring my new favorite shop. The fabricshop. I have been conversing with Jody about getting some fabric to make bedding for the boys (big boy beds are eminent in the near future). Loving all the Amy Butler fabrics she has. Jody is a sweet mom who loves fabric. Check her out. Thinking this, this, this, and this, (obviously not the top one). Want to do two different ones and these are just ideas..

Excited to tackle some home decor projects. Want to try something like this for a bulletin board in my scrap space. Obviously not my colors.

Also really into Owls and would love this.

Need to get my Elsie print up in my boys room. Found the perfect frame and love it. Think it will be great on their wall.

Dreams of our big trip to Minneapolis lately have me thinking of my purchases at ikea. Finally going to get my piece for our dining room and also looking for an end table and toying with the idea of buying big boy beds as i mentioned before. Really looking forward to our first family vacation.


Thursday, June 05, 2008

vicious

today i had my first glimpse at vicious.
we bought one of those soft chairs at the multiple sale awhile back.. the boys really like it. so i decided to be a smart mom and buy another one so that they would each have one to sit in. sensible right? i thought so. off we went to walmart and found not only a soft chair but a bright red one with cars on it. i thought it was great. we got home and chaos ensued. of course i should have seen it coming.. come on when your two who wants a yellow winnie the pooh chair when there is a shiny bright red cars chair... well poor noah beat ari to it and if he would have known i am sure he wouldn't have ran for it so quickly. ari jumped on top of him and all of a sudden noah was screaming (not just annoyed screams but more) i ran over and pried ari off noah only to see that ari had left evidence of his anger on noah's arm. deep bite marks. it took me almost half an hour to calm him down. he was traumatized. needless to say ari spent a fair amount of time in his crib. my mom said i should have bit him back....