Friday, April 13, 2012

forgive me

I want to blog I really do.. but when I go to start (I have like 5 drafts saved) it all come across wrong.. at least I feel it would be wrong.. when I go to write from the heart it comes across as pain.. I am not unhappy but sometimes the hurt I am dealing with from broken relationships and anger over stuff spills out... I don't want to create drama so I will leave my feelings alone for now.. I promise to be back when I can write out of a healed heart and not a broken one..

For now today I celebrate 9 years ago on a rainy Vancouver afternoon when my friend Emily and I walked over to the 13th St house to meet some of the new people who had come in from Calgary to join us on the wake tour.. one of them being my Stallion. Backwards visor, bad jeans and all I can't imagine sharing my life with anyone else... he truly completes me... a peak into my journal from that day...

5 comments:

Angela said...

You inspire me no matter what you write about. Thank you!

The Nilsen's Journey said...

So cute! And I remember you visiting us on that tour in our condo downtown; telling us about the cutest guy ever on your team! Heather, you're beautiful! I'm sorry you are enduring such hurt & pain right now; but I want you to know how your honesty is so refreshing. You are just so beautiful & I'm sending you big hugs!

valerie said...

Heather,
You know that I would happily and willingly read and share in all of your joys and your pain. You have a wonderful heart, and although it's in the midst of healing, it's strong and beautiful. Just like you :)

NewLifeDoula said...

wow. how amazing. do you still journal? i wish i did.

Emily Deu said...

Sweet, I like seeing your prayer in there for me too. I love you Heather. I am enjoying catching up on your blog.