explode my soul

I have been thinking of starting this up again.. I have been writing ALOT lately... just not sure I am ready to share. It's been a tough summer for me... I felt a whisper in the wind today that maybe someone else is struggling like me and maybe not keeping my vulnerable thoughts to myself is a good idea.
Today I listened to this song over and over again.. looking up has been my mantra. Just look up... this song reaches deep down into the hole I am in and begs me to come out.

Whisper my name, so only I can hear

Call to my heart, chase away my fears

Stand up in this place, fight for the one you love

Won’t you come surround me, so I can RISE above

EXPLODE my soul, let these walls come down

All these prison thoughts, crumble with the sound

Of my deliverance, from my enemies

I stand up beside you, lets watch these giants FLEE

Let the silence be BROKEN, and the winter be done

Will come out of your hiding, kiss me sweet warm sun

Let the wind of your spirit, blow the dust off my feet

I ran to you broken, but now I am complete

Hello promise land, we’ve waited for so long

To see what we believed in, to sing this promise land song

Explode my soul, explode with Praise

What you promised, is what you gave

~Jonathon David Helser & Melissa Helser

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