currently

I am buried in paperwork and receipts sorting. It's tax time and I make a promise every year to be more organized during the year so I don't end up with loads of work to do.. but here I am.. so I promise once thats done I will be back with more interesting things to say... I have so many pictures to share. I hope once I am done and have passed this on to my accountant we see many happy returns :)

strange

that's how I feel these days... jaded, misunderstood and generally not my happy self. i am not a fan of blaming things on pregnancy so it's hard for me to understand what's happening here... i am tired all of the time and just generally feel like staying home in my pj's all day. this describes it perfectly and sadly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skUJ-B6oVDQ

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...


Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

living in a dream

Well here is the house tour in progress. I have not included pics of the basement yet and with many diy projects on the go we will update as we go.But for now welcome to our dream house.

ENTER HERE.

the perfect chair

This is the one I want. Baby J and I will spend lots of time in this chair. I sat in it last time I was at Ikea and should have bought it then.. In the states its $99...

It's perfect. I guess an Ikea order is in our future and while I'm at it I will also add this; perfect for holding my water, a book, a dim lamp and a clock.

And in honor of my 500th post this weekend. I will be presenting our house tour!

baby boy J

He was not an E baby. When we told the boys they were getting a brother I am not sure they got it. They were pretty convinced they wanted a skidsteer. I tried to convince them there would be no machinery coming out that way... we explained that we would have a boy and not a sister. I asked them what we should name the baby. They said girl.. so I am not sure they get it.

We love him though. They are watching my belly grow and I think it's making more sense to them.

I enjoyed shopping for baby J's nursery this weekend in Fargo. I think it's even more special to me because this will be my first nursery. We lived in a teeny tiny house when the boys were born and they had a crib in our room so I never got to decorate a room for them. So I am not missing anything this time. First step it to build a wall and get Baby J his proper room. We have a landing at the top of the stairs that opens up into

a big empty open space with a beautiful East facing Window with a view of the backyard. It's going to be the perfect nursery. We plan to put in french doors just to keep the space open. I will put cute curtains on the inside for privacy when needed.

I have settled on grey, orange, brown and teal blue... I will do a picture post of my purchases and document the progress of his room.

We have a bunch of project going on right now. We made a reading nook complete with pallet beds upstairs and need a few things to complete the project. We also have an upholstered headboard on the go. I need some motivation to complete all the projects I start.

Off to bed. I'll be back this week with more... and yes a house tour post is in the works.

For now this is the inspiration for Baby J's room.

memory lane

what a fabulous weekend! it really was just like walking down what I would imagine memory lane to look like. with cherry blossom trees, blue skies and warm sunshine!

Here is a quick look at the weekend in photos. I am hoping to have more photos soon... these were all I took. Too much fun!

This is where my trip started, at the Vancouver airport with a coffee, scone and a great book. I enjoyed sitting and watching the world meet. The Olympic hype at the airport was fun. It felt fresh. We enjoyed watching Team Korea come in and I saw more snowboards and skiis then raindrops this weekend.

We enjoyed the Olympic hype downtown as well. As Dave pointed out yes I know it's a snowboard and I am not surfing.

And then there were these girls... Oh my lovely friends. It was amazing. I mean after all these years you see each other and it's like wow I know you! We quickly picked up where we left off. There were so many moments I wanted to pinch myself and so many times I just looked around amazed with this group of women.

We toured around to places we all loved. This next picture was taken in front of where we used to work. It has now become a hole. It was surreal and so glad I could share that moment with these ones.

Hard to believe 13th and Commercial turned into this.

We stayed in the most amazing studio apartment. It was the perfect spot with this view from the patio. I spent a couple early mornings sitting out there watching the sun rise. I do feel refreshed.

I also learned that there is no place like home.

refreshed

this is what i am hoping for. refreshment in all aspects of life. heading out to vancouver for a girls weekend.. what feels like once in a lifetime. two handfuls of friends from all over north america meeting up in vancouver. it feels like a dream. i can't wait to be sipping coffee here in a couple days. can't wait to share my trip with you when i get back.

january 30

it was a whirlwind, up and down roller coaster weekend. friday we had a scare... my midwife tried for while to find a heartbeat. when she turned off the doppler and said she thought we should go to the hospital my heart dropped. i quickly called dave, made arrangements for the boys and off we went. they brought us upstairs to labor and delivery and settled us in a room. Mari (my second midwife) had called ahead. The nurse hooked up a monitor and she too could find no heartbeat. it was surreal. she left and dave and i sat in silence as we contemplated the idea that could be it. our baby could be gone. Mari came back awhile later and said she had chased down a tech as he was leaving (it was friday at 5) he agreed to do an ultrasound for us. I wasn't sure if I should be relieved or if I was just numb. We went down and set up for an ultrasound. He said he would check things out and then let us know. He put the wand on my stomach and whipped the monitor around and said "It's your lucky day - there is the heartbeat" and there it was nice and strong.... whoa. again another huge sigh of relief. He said it all looked good and the placement of the placenta might have made it hard to hear the heartbeat with a doppler. It was an emotional roller-coaster. We left thankful to still have a baby and were aware of how much worse it could have all turned out.

Which took us to Saturday - January 30th the day we found our we will add a third little Italian Stallion to our mix. Clear as day was a little penis on our little pe

anut. We are thankful and grateful for a healthy baby.

I only had to be mad for 10 minutes and get it out of my system. Now my thoughts are clear and I am focused on the fact that I will be the minority in a house full of cute Stallions.

Thankful. Grateful. Satisfied. Full.

nerves

I am nervous. Tomorrow we find out the gender of Baby E. I've gone from excited to nervous. Of course, I am happy to have a healthy baby inside but I am scared of being told I may just become mama to three boys!! I have vivid images of pink and red and yellow... in my dreams. I talked to a friend yesterday who went through it and it makes me so happy to know that tomorrow I can find out and if more testosterone is in our future than I can grieve it and move on. So stay tuned to find out what parts Baby E has :)

new

I am still slowly trying to update my blog from my long absence. If you read and are not on my link list and do not have a private blog please leave me a comment. I want to add you!!

It's been cold here again. I hate being cold. It's hard to come up with many reasons why we choose to live here other than those we love are here... especially in January. I dream of being somewhere warm. On Friday it will be one week till I am

in Vancouver! A bunch if girlfriends from my ywam days are meeting for a fun filled weekend. It's amazing how it all came together and how many of use from all over will be there. I can't wait. To walk down the drive, drink coffee, eat sushi and catch up and maybe warm up a bit too. I know it's not tropical or anything but it's going to be warmer than here.

One of my goals for 2010 was to be more crafty. I have so many projects I dream of and often put off till I loose interest. You may laugh but I have been r

eally into doilies lately.. I know I know makes you think of your grandma. To me they scream vintage chic. Anyways inspired by Rachel's Pillow post and Ashley's table runner.. I made a table runner from lovely doilies all found at our loc

al thrift store for under a dollar each. My husband dislikes it but I love it.

snow day

It's a snow day around here. We are definitely staying home.. we can't actually get off our driveway. We need to figure out a better snow removal system. The neighbours we share a driveway with are in charge of clearing the snow and lets just say it does not seem to be high on his to do list ;)

So for today we will play playdough, trucks, trains, eat cookies and stay warm.

welcome twenty ten

I am so thankful for the blog love even after leaving you hanging for so long. I hope you will come back again and again. I am looking forward to blogging more. Sharing in life. Please be sure to leave a comment and say hello.

I am not going to try to keep you up to date with all we have done over the past few months. Of course there are some big announcements that have been missed... like yes we are expecting baby # 3 for sometime late june/early july. It was confirmed by early ultrasound that it is indeed ONE baby. I am sure the whole hospital heard me breathe a sigh of relief when the tech said the great news!!

It's hard to imagine what I will do with a baby... I mean I have almost 4 year olds!! We are so out of that baby stage.. We are finding out next Saturday what kind of parts our baby will have. We lovingly refer to our baby as Baby E. Either way that wi

ll be their first initial (different names depending on the gender).

I have been feeling good. I was hit or miss the first couple months. Nothing compared to how horrible I felt with the boys.

Speaking of the boys.. they are growing up so fast. We had a fabulous Christmas. Our move went so well and we are settled into our new house. We love it. One of the first things on the blog list is to give you a virtual tour via pictures. I am happy with the progress we are making in making it our home. We are so thankful!

I will leave you for now with an updated pic of the boys from Christmas.. wearing their Christmas cardigans of course ;)

And really it is so lovely to see all of you again.

big news

Thanks to Holly over at Create Loves I have a new look. I LOVE LOVE it. Look for a brand new post to start brand new things this weekend. I'm so happy to be back!

i promise

I am coming back. I am waiting on a blog revamp and then I will be back.. better than ever. I am really looking forward to blogging again. I have high hopes for an awesome 2010.

See you soon!!

under construction

be back soon.

Auction for Olive - You're Invited.

My friend's Rusty and Lynette are missionaries in Thailand. They are also just seriously fantastic people. Lynette delivered their first baby in Thailand at 28 weeks. Since her birth Olive Hope has had many, many problems. She is such a fighter. As they get ready to hopefully fly to the States this next week. There friends are family are finding ways to help them with the huge medical bills that are stacking up against them. You are invited to an Auction for Olive. Starting Sunday November 22. You will be able to bid on the many, many items up at Auction for Olive.

You can catch up on their story at http://rustylynette.blogspot.com/

I have up for auction one awesome Norwex gift basket. Full of $200 worth of the best Norwex products. Included in the package are

Mop Starter Package

1 telescopic handle
1 large mop base1 large Antibac wet mop (blue)
1 large dry mop (yellow)

Pad Size: 20"
Here are the thing

s about Norwex's mop that make life easier:
mop pads are microfiber (contains static electricity to hold dirt)
mop pads stick to the base easily and keep sticking over time
mop pads allow for quick and easy for dusting and shining my floorsmop pads pick up dust bunnies, crumbs, pet and people hair

mop is easy to manipulate
easy-to clean

-mop padsmop handle telescopes in and out for different mopping jobs
rubber edging on the mop base to protect walls
locking/unlocking base so you can clean floor with a full swivel or walls without

works extremely well on linoleum, tile, hardwood

and even laminate flooring - although with any unsealed flooring you need to be extra careful to get all the water up off the surface of the floor

makes cleaning large bath stalls, showers, walls and windows a lot easier (with mop bracket - sold separately)

The Norwex Microfiber Antibac Enviro Cloth cleans every surface in your house and is an absolutely indispensable tool in your cleaning arsenal.

There is no limit to the number of places you can use your antibac cloth, but a few ideas of where it can be used are:

granite countertops
stainless steel appliances

bathtubs

counters
sinks

mirrors
walls

floors
cleaning your car

Antibacterial Window Cloth - This cloth cleans and polishes smooth and mirrored surfaces to a streak-free shine every time. No more chasing hazy post-cleaning fog around your mirrors! To clean glass: To remove fingerprints simply spray with pure water and wipe with the window cloth.

To clean stainless steel: Use slightly moist (very little water) and wipe the stainless steel in the same direction as the grain. For heavily soiled fridges, first clean with a moist Envirocloth, then finish with the Window Cloth in the same direction as the grain.

To clean granite countertops: Clean countertops first with the Kitchen Cloth or Envirocloth and pure water. Then finish the counters with the Window Cloth unfolding to a new side to ensure you are always finishing with a dry, clean area of microfiber.
2 year warranty

Ultra Power Plus - The Norwex laundry detergent is seriouly fantastic.

Things to know about it:
Safe for High Efficiency machines

Low-sudsing, scent-free, biodegradable and it washes 60-70 loads (or 120-140 loads if used with the Magnetball).
Superior stain removing powder, whitens whites, brightens colors and cuts grease and grime on clothes.
Has optical brighteners and color enhancers.
Contains no fillers or perfumes, so is safe for newborns and people with sensitive skin or eczema.

Re-sealable 2 kb. bag

Dryer balls - Whether you currently use fabric softener, dryer sheets, or nothing at all in your dryer, you need Norwex dryer balls!

These little guys replace all forms of fabric softener, and generally last 3-5 years. They are made from a rubbery-feeling plastic (like a dog's squeaky toy) and can be used on all fabrics. Their job is to reduce drying time and to soften fabrics naturally without the use of chemical fabric softeners.
Norwex describes their dryer balls work this way: "Centrifugal force lifts and seperates clothes allowing air to flow more efficiently, reducing dryer time. They are non-toxic and allergy-free; reduce lint on fabric; make ironing easier; soften fabrics; and reduce drying times by 25%."

Antibacterial Body Pack - Use Norwex Body Pack cloths with only water for removing makeup, regular facial cleansing, exfoliating or in the shower.

This new breakthrough in ultra fine microfiber technology enables you to clean your skin deeply and thoroughly with only water.
No alcohol or cleansers are needed.

Pack of 3 cloths.

The Static Rubber Brush - removes hair, lint crumbs and dust from textiles, pets and furniture and the fronts of carpeted stairs.

It also works extremely will in removing the dust and dirt from dry mops by moving the brush in one direction over the surface. Lets you use your mop pads more times before washing!

So, there you have it. Remember to check out all the other bids. I also have decided to donate 20% of all my sales to Olive. So keep Norwex in mind when shopping for Christmas. Family, friends, teacher gifts. If you want to be on my mailing list leave a comment. I will be sending out a holiday newsletter with awesome gift ideas.

So in this Holiday Season lets remember others. Giving is the best!!

hi

imagination is a wonderful thing. my boys are so full of imagination these days. they love to play school and they seem to have groups of "friends" over all the time. I feel overwhelmed and blessed to be able to bring them to Shirley's while I go to work. They love their friends and are currently playing with Aiden and Tyzer upstairs - "Actually mom we are watching them play gameboy" says Noah.

Adorable.

They amaze me these days.. still testing my patience on m

any occasions but also just plain fun. 

I know I have not been posting regularily and honestly don't know when that will get better but for now I'll be here when I can. My banner is gone and i have no idea how to put one up there.. sorry about that.

I'll leave you with these cuties from Halloween.

i'm here.

hi, i am here. i have been wanting to post but feeling i need to come to you all with pictures! and unfortunately with the craziness of moving i cannot find the camera cord... i am looking! 

we are enjoying making this new home our home. slowly but surely.

unfortunatly our house has been hit with some sickness this weekend - dave and noah. poor little guy has this horrible croupy cough, fever and is just generally not himself. i also hate when dave is sick.. he is weak and just not himself. hopefully we are nearing the end of a short illness. i have been beefing them all up on major vitamins and thankfully i have been feeling great.

not much else is new. i hope to be back this week with lots of photos for you.

oh and did i mention i am typing this up on my new macbook!! holy blessing. 

okay take care. 

see you soon!

for now.

no time for words but here are some pictures... an inside tour to come soon. I have so much to blog but no time.. bear with me. I'll be back with lots to share :)

this is our backyard.

in all her loveliness. i still get shivers when we drive up.

open doors

This week has been a whirlwind.. beautifully chaotic. A little back story. We moved to Winkler in 2006 and moved into a house my parents lovingly picked for us. It was a small, quaint, lovely home we brought our boys home too and lived in for about 19 months. It was small and having twins had us outgrow it quickly. We also had come from missions and being self employed. At that time in Winkler there was nothing to buy that was used and no completely abused or overpriced so we decided to build. It was the best bang for our buck. So with employment under our belt and a good selling market we put our house up for sale and built the house we live in now. We moved into it January 2008. It's a nice house. We poured ourselves into it picking out each thing. Knowing in our minds it was never our dream. I love old, vintage, unique and character. This house checks none of those boxes.
We have been happy here since we moved and could have been happy here till we were old. Until one day last week I was just mindlessly flipping through the Lifestyles magazine (local real estate mag) I set my eyes on the most beautiful house. Old 2 story house with a wrap around porch. I read the description (although it had me at wrap around porch) and felt goosebumps. It was in a village about 5 minutes south of Winkler. I wish I could describe to my non manitoban friends what a village is but I can't. You would never get it even if I tried. Anyways... I had to see this house. But we were happy here?? why look. I just had too.
I called up our Realtor friend and asked him to set something up for that Thursday. I had an appt south of town anyways.. it would do no harm to look right?
The night before we drove up to it just to look and it seriously took my breathe away.. did something emotionally in me. I couldn't wait to get inside.
It did not disappoint. I walked through each room and it gave me that feeling! Old farmhouse.. orginal hardwood floors, trim, radiator covers, old doors and knobs. Beautiful old wood stairs and staircase. Lots of windows. Updated kitchen and updated bathrooms - 2.5 of them :)
The house had been moved in 2003 onto a new basement with a walkout!! A WALKOUT! seriously... It's on an acre with woods and a creek as backdoor neighbors.
I tried to reign myself in knowing that Dave would most likely not feel the same way. We made another appt to look the next afternoon.
We had to take the boys this time. They took off exploring the minute we got out of the van. Dave had the feeling too... I remember being in the basement and him walking out the double french doors into the backyard.. there was something about his shoulders and the way he let out a breath.. I could tell he was also in love. It was as if you could just picture our boys growing up here and playing. Having freedoms they didn't have now. A sense of adventure.
To make a long story short. We waited till the following Tuesday when my dad came back from vacation to have him walk through it. His final stamp of approval went something like. "Village living is not for me. But if I was you with a young family I would move here!" Done. Thanks Dad.
The next few days we made offers, countered, sold our house and were approved at the bank. Papers were signed and we are now owners of this beautiful house!
Possession is this coming Friday and we have til Nov 1 to be out of our house. It's been a crazy week and the next few won't be easy.. but when a door opens you just sometimes got to run through it. This is the only pic I have right now. I am going there tomorrow and will take more pics. I'll update this post when I have them.