emotion

my emotions have been swirling around lately. feeling some days like a light breeze and most days like a huge gush of wind that slaps you in the face. trying to feel is something i have been working on. most days its easier to push it deep down cause usually the pain of feeling is just too much. today i feel deep emotion... for this guy.



There is no one that can make things better like this guy. He is a man who follows his heart always, just knows the right thing to do always, knows the right thing to say usually, and just plain loves deep. He loves his family deep and no one knows how to have fun like this guy. A kid at heart and we love him especially because of the fun he knows how to have. I sometimes make it seem I wish he was more grown up but really I am thankful he knows who he is and maybe a tad jealous that what others thinks doesn't even hit his radar. Its a gift.
He's just the best dad. He has so much patience and is so generous with the time he spends with Ari & Noah. They know how much daddy loves them. He teaches them, listens to them, always has time to wrestle and arms full of love...


more emotion for me as today marks the two year anniversary of the day we came home from the hospital with these guys... with all the events over this weekend it just makes me thankful for my boys and causes me to hold them even closer... hard to believe this was them.